What now?

I just had another job interview which wen’t well but who knows I am not too sure of waht to do. I am stuck in park and have been discouraged with what is out their and also what to do. I am clueless, I finished school got no job and have been going on tons of interviews and have been enjoying being lazy. Its not that I am afraid of working hard but I have been afraid of life ater school cause even though I have finished University I still don’t know what to do with my life. I could become a financial planner but to do so would mean I would have to give up on some long standing goals. It would be a real opportunity because I could build my own business and help others with their financial security.

Some people have a motto they live by me the closest thing I can come with is “I wil do it next week”. I always seem to put off making decisions especially now, there is no harm taking time to figure things out but its hard finding who you are and what you want to do. I can’t really see myself doing one thing for the rest of my life. I am more of a person that will end up going through four or five careers through my lifetime.

I am a hard working guy who has the drive to succeed but lacks the confidence to get there. I see that everything is possible and because of that it is hard to make a decision that you know will have a huge impact on your life. Personally these have been down times which have taken their toll on my confidence, social life, self image and so many other areas of my life. They haven’t stopped but they have impeded my progess but I will try to move forward make some hard choices so that I can become a great person and a guy anyone would be pround to call friend. I will admit I am not their but for me it is just a matter of time.