So a few weeks at a new job

So I am working with a group that works with non profits. I don’t know if it will work out but what I do know is that I need a back up plan just in case it goes to hell in a hand basket. I have been struggling and I have not been able to get as up to speed as fast of some of the others but frankly I really don’t care. I don’t think I have been putting my all into it to be honest and I think I will give it one more week to get with it. I think I will just try to have some fun with it. Which is why I bought a Christmas hat since black Friday has passed the commercialized evil that is known as Christmas has officially begun. So I will start from square one on Monday and keep some options open and apply for as many other jobs as humanly possible just in case.